The story behind the idea of "Lilith"

 

Lilith is inspired by something that has been a piece of my life. My own friend "Lily". As foolish as it sounds like, it is real. Real to me. I have had an imaginary friend for quite some time, also a friend during my depressive episode. My close friends know the deal about "Lily". I should not even be talking about her anymore as it is quite dangerous and risky for me. About a year ago, besides the psychiatry, I also went to see an Ustaz to help me with it. (ps; I disliked the Ustaz as he made my mental health something weak. I prefer my first Ustaz). Anyways, it's been quite sometime, I guess I am improving day by day though I made this story to share and remind me about suicide, grief and denial.